And I Was Lying When I Said

COOL.

Sun, 09 Dec 2007 02:06:32 GMT

Winter formal was good times.
I didn't really want to go at first.
But I'm glad I did,
Everyone was drunk.
The music was amazing.
I brought my camera, but I didn't take pictures.
I really didn't feel like it.
But my friends did.
So I'll compile the pictures that I actually like (aka 3)
and post them up here.

Though,
Somehow I lost my phone.
So that's cool.
And unfortunately I have no insurance on it.
So now I have to pay full price for a new one.
I'm just so pissed because I paid $200 for that thing.
I called the hotel where we had the formal,
I called some friends,
I called the limo place that brought us back home (we only had to pay $30 for it, heheeee),
and it was not there.
So I'm assuming someone stole it because I had it in the INSIDE pocket of my jacket.
My student ID is missing, as well.

I was already annoyed when I got back to the apartment.
For various reasons
And then I realized it wasn't there.
And I got even more annoyed.
And I dunno.
It was fucked.

So when I actually HAD MY CELLPHONE,
I was talking to my mom on the phone,
and apparently she thinks that I have changed a lot.
And she said she basically doesn't know who I am anymore.
And I told her that I have no motivation and "I just don't care about anything, anymore..."
Which for the most part is true.
I don't.
So my mom told me that I should either talk to someone (fuck that shit)
or I could take a year off.
And I'm actually contemplating taking a year off.
I just need to take a break from everything...

EEK.

Wed, 05 Dec 2007 05:50:32 GMT

So I blow.
Since I haven't posted since...I dunno when?
I've been pretty busy.
Between working 2 jobs and preparing for finals (which I'll probably fail).
It's been a hectic couple weeks.

Anyway.
I did another photo shoot for my friend half nakie.
Good times.
Though the guy I was taking photos with probably thought I was a straight up goon because...that's just the way I am.
He was really shy,
but I thought it was absolutely adorable.
So I guess my friend is done with photos now.
So no more getting neked for me :-(
A hah.

I haven't been going to classes at all lately.
Which is horrible.
I have no motivation to do anything.
I already know I failed accounting.
So I don't feel the need to try anymore.
Though I have a final exam on Thursday.
I haven't even studied yet.
God.
This is going to be a train wreck.

On a good note I have my winter formal on Thursday.
Which I'm really excited for because I enjoy getting prettified.
I'll definitely will take lots and lots of pictures and I'll post them up here.

Other than that my life has been pretty boring.
I actually initiated conversation with that guy I met at the first photo shoot.
I'm so freaking retarded.
I have this fear of rejection, see...
Though my friends have told me he likes me already.
I just can't seem to muster up the courage to say anything.
Because I suck.
But i finally did.
So, yeah.

Now I have to get back to my homework...because,
you know,
that's all I'll be doing for the next week and a half.

FRIENDS ONLY

Sun, 04 Nov 2007 01:50:45 GMT

FRIENDS ONLY.

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